m є t ∂ m o r p h o s i s: August 2006

m є t ∂ m o r p h o s i s

n. pl. act; action + change of integrity + transformation; = metamorphosis *

Thursday, August 31, 2006

not too long to go!

two of my loves: ny and chez =)

only a few more days until my boyfriend chezzie comes back from her holiday!! gosh, although she's only been absent for 3 weeks, it somehow feels like i haven't seen for a long time! hope she's like, not married or anything! lol ..

before she left we talked about going away on a holiday at the beginning of the new year, but i doubt that is going to happen anymore because 1. i am now going away with relo's to thailand/cambodia in late december; and 2. she quit her full-time job before she left for india, so she has to find a new one and raise up the necessary funds! however, despite these reasons i have a feeling that we will be going away .. whether it is to a different country or just interstate! anything to get away from melbourne!!

intially we planned to travel asia - we agreed on shanghai, taiwan and thailand. but then after discussing it with the travel agent, he advised against it since many people (international students) will be flying back to be with family during the holiday season, but especially for chinese new year! tickets would be like $1,500-ish! then he recommended we go late feb/early march, when tickets will come down to $850 for students! whoa, thats nearly half price - not quite but good enough! .. but as i said, we'll just have to see ..

- - -

i went to the gym with ny on tuesday night! it was horrible! i am so unfit! i was on the cross-trainer for 7 minutes! the minute i got off it i was seeing stars and everything was black and white! i had to sit down for a good few minutes .. then i decided to give it another shot 'cause how pathetic would it be if i only spent a mere 7 minutes working out, when it takes LONGER to get there .. in my second lame attempt i started off really well and i was pumped and excited! one minute into it and i was about to give up! but NO angie is not a quitter! so i kept going! woohoo! poor me, i spoke to soon! after 2 minutes i was dead and felt really lethargic so i had to get off AGAIN and sit down AGAIN! and after that i just gave up. pathetic huh? far out, spent more time sitting down than working out! lol .. but congrats to ny! she managed to last 30minutes on the cross-trainer after weeks of non-gyming! as far as going back again? bleh, give me some time to mentally prepare myself!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

i wish i was a punk rocker ..




oh i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
in 77 and 69 revolution was in the air
i was born too late into a world that doesn't care
oh i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair

when the head of state didn't play guitar
not everybody drove a car
when music really mattered and when radio was king
when accountants didn't have control
and the media couldn't buy your soul
and computers were still scary and we didn't know everything

chorus

when popstars still remained a myth
and ignorance could still be bliss
and when god save the queen she turned a whiter shade of pale
when my mom and dad were in their teens
and anarchy was still a dream
and the only way to stay in touch was a letter in the mail

chorus

when record shops were on top
and vinyl was all that they stocked
and the super info-highway was still drifting out in space
kids were wearing hand-me-downs
and playing games meant kick arounds
and footballers who had long hair and dirt across their face

oh i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
in 77 and 69 revolution was in the air
i was born too late to a world that doesn't care

oh i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair
i was born too late to a world that doesn't care
oh i wish i was a punk rocker with flowers in my hair ..


i wish i was a punk rocker (with flowers in my hair)
[ sandi thom ]


bukkake?!

in all innocence i was googling away typing 'anime chinese girl' in the search box, 'cause i was trying to find cute little cartoons .. (yeah, too much time on my hand i know). i then randomly clicked on one of the many sites listed, each with the word 'bukkake' in it's description. i thought, 'ooh must be some cute japanese word' or whatever! errr, how wrong i was (i'm pretty sure i was wrong). well to my dismay what did i find? PORN! PORN PORN AND LOTS OF PORN!

you know how you get one pop-up window, then you close it. then another one pops up? and before you know it your monitor is bombarded with a million pop-ups of nothing but porn!! like, klasfkjsf!!! and NO i did not check out any of those dirty little porn sites! and as usual when you are stuck in a stupid rut like this, you usually know that something worse is going to happen! while battling it out with a trillion clicks of my mouse, i hear my dad call out my name and 5 seconds later he enters my room! just as he enters i scream, "HEY DADDY!, uh .. please please please can you get me a glass of water, PLEAASE?!?!" .. and well, i am still alive to type this up today, which meant my dad never found out about it! oh, talk about being so close to death!! and how AWKWARD would it have been if he did see what was on my monitor? there would of been a long, silent, awkward pause .. asdfjjasf!!

so yes, the moral of this story kiddies? STAY AWAY FROM ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING WITH THE WORD "BUKKAKE" IN IT!! that is, unless you want to get into deep trouble with your parents! =(

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

soul mates and twin flames

i was chatting to my friend chhay (aka kin/star/rahven/jens bf lol) last night. we had a rather interesting and insightful conversation (like most our conversations hehe). for those who are into the spiritual kinda stuff, i think you'll like this ..


kin:
ever heard of the term.. "soul mate and twin flame?"

angie:
mmm nope
haven't been reading much these days
what does that mean

is it the same thing

kin:
these represent different energies, but similar attributes. both indicate a partnership. a soul mate is a partner for life. it does not have to be a romantic one. it can be mother and daughter, or two unrelated people who team up for whatever reason. and yes, it can also be romantic. therefore, it is a partnership energy.

the energy of a twin flame is one that's your mirror-image energy. a twin flame is one who finds the "other half" of what it is seeking in purpose. twin-flame energy isn't necessarily a partnership issue like a soul mate is. it's more about coming together to fulfill a wholeness that's missing in potential or purpose.

a soul mate might be a partnership that's good for life, but it may not result in anything else. a twin flame has purpose behind it, driving toward a goal. let me give you real-world examples. your past leader ronald regan has a soul mate called nancy. the discoverers of the DNA structure, watson and crick, were twin flames.

angie:
oh, thought it was something like that



kin:

sometimes twin flames are also together in love, but even if they are, that's convenient for the bigger picture... something to be accomplished together. soul mates exist together for joy and life extension. twin flames exist together to accomplish something that neither could do alone. they also can be both! when that happens, it's really obvious.

angie:
interesting but not everyone has a twin flame?

kin:
soul mate could be someone who's participated in many past lives with you.. could have been a family member.. a best friend.. your worst enemy.. ur lover.. etc.. that's why when u meet someone who is ur soul mate.. you're like, "hey? haven't we met somewhere before? u seem familiar.." and you can just hit off straight away like that..

whereas twin flame.. you probably only meet once or twice in past lives.. but they are somebody who is your "other half".. when ur around then.. you feel "complete" and "whole" and that's there's nothing that you can't accomplish without them around..

angie:
oh hmm.. so not everyone will end up finding their twin flame

kin:
it's like two piece of the ying and yang.. you both "halves" of the same energy.. but "opposite" in your own way.. in terms of "feminine" and "musculine" but when ur come together.. anything's possible. you can have lots of soul mates.. but only 1 twin flame

depends.. if it's in their plan.. if it's part of their purpose in this lifetime..

silly antics

angie:
and i'm
22 omfg feel like a teenager

anon:
lol omfg i kept well i deleted the msgs
cos my inbox was full
but i typed it out on word and printed it
n folded it up n put it in my diary.
I TOO am a teenager ... LOL
it's ok to flirt
"innocent flirting" lol

angie:

LOL rofl!

- - -

anon:
i can't describe this feeling
it's UNFAIR

angie:
LIFE'S UNFAIR!
its like .. WHYYYYY
do we have to feel this way

anon:
gotta watch them go away
but i guess like they say, u meet certain ppl in ur life for certain reasons
i don't know what this lesson is
but it SUCKS

angie:
i know i know ..




it's nothing, i'm just bored. it's just there to temporarily fill in that void ..

one tree hill?

willz:
can you get one tree hill?

angie:
whats that? i have a picture of it
wait i'll show you .. there, changed yet?

willz:
nops what's that

angie:
eh?

willz:
omg

angie:
one tree hill la!

willz:
i mean the tv show u nong

angie:
oh ..

Monday, August 28, 2006

breathe



2am and i'm still awake
writing a song
if i get it all down on paper
its no longer inside of me
threatening the life it belongs to
and i feel like i'm naked in front of the crowd
'cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
and i know that you'll use them, however you want to ..


'cause you can't jump the track
we're like cars on a cable
and life's like an hourglass
glued to the table
no one can find the rewind button now
sing it if you understand

and breathe, just breathe
oh breathe, just breathe ..



(breathe - anna nalick)


welcome aboard the 'titanic'

how was your weekend everyone? i hope it was as lovely as mine =D haha for once ..

last saturday night the cousins and i embarked on a trip downtown .. down down town .. all the way down to williamstown. seems far, hey? well it really was .. not .. that far after all hehe. for some reason i've always perceived williamstown to be like 2-3 hours away, so i was pleasantly surprised that it took only 50 minutes to get there (via citylink ofcourse) and a smooth 35 minutes to get back (no traffic at night).

saturday was also the first time i paid highpoint shopping centre a visit and my goodness, it is H U G E! and it has absolutely everything! right next to the huge shopping centre is a newly established L2 Living, which consists of every well-known furniture store under the sun, as well as a health and fitness area, in addition to tanning and beauty salons too! there is even an aquariam just 200 metres away! buses and trams (or was that a train track) are conveniently located just outside the entrance and oh .. it's just so huge i could get lost! it's either that or the fact that i don't know my way around highpoint, unlike my second home - chadstone shopping centre lol.

anyway, i am going straight off a tangent. now where was i .. oh yes, williamstown. we were there to experience the titanic and to sail away to new york - yes new york. well, we didn't sail away literally, more like erm .. imaginarily lol. the 'titanic' is a dinner theatre restaurant - very rare as you'll know. it's aim is to recreate the maiden voyage of the RMS titanic and capture the feel of the 1912 era. the restaurant is a tribute to the legendary RMS titanic and to those who lost their lives from it.

guests are required to ahere to the strict dress code - black tie and formal dresses - more preferrably, period attire. why wasn't i dressed up in corset dresses, feather boas and all that? two reasons; 1. most were ridiculous looking, and 2. i was way too tall for them!

okay enough of all the boring stuff. here are some of the pictures taken on the night ..



the restaurant is in a building, not a ship =)

my husband and i (hehe NOT!)

my babyfaced cousin

nice shot, hey

cut me some slack. i had one cocktail, blame the peace signs on the cocktail! >_<


kimmys jaw looks a tad out of place here lol. i can assure you it's just the photo!

me, lady, and kim-sung. she was one of the actresses in the production and had such huge almond shaped eyes! but you can't see it in this picture ..

kimmy and kimsta - so handsomeeeeeee!!

the man on the right is the captain of the ship lol

two ladies fighting for the captains atention

they made everyone do the 'oompa loompa' dance lol .. was the biggest laugh ever!


the lovely musicians that played a song for us

there's alot more, however most are on kimsta's camera =( i can't believe what a full house it was! tickets were pretty much sold out apart from two - only because of a late cancellation. the 'ship' is seperated into 3 classes: the lower, first class and captains table. the first class and captains table are on the top level with approximately 250 tables. lower class tickets are (i think) $49, first class (where we were) are $79, and the captains table is a whopping $200! shaayt! so let's assume there was 250 first-class people: 250 x 79 = $19,750! omeegord! then take into consideration the lower class, and the captains table! whoa ..

i had a most enjoyable night and the atmosphere was simply amazing. even though the food was just okay, the crew made up for it by being so funny, courteous, prompt and they did everything with such enthusiasm! i would really recommend anyone wanting to experience something new, different and exciting to book tickets for the titanic! enjoy your trip people!


xox

Sunday, August 27, 2006

china butt (_._)

i was doing some random googling one night and came across a picture that caught my eye lol. um, someone should send this picture to rove - 'what the?!'


haha lol. if it was a japanese invention or something, i wouldn't be so surprised. but china?


"no mess no bother"
is the motto for this crazy invention. i never knew this practice existed, but apparently it can be traced centuries back, as evidence is in some of the chinese folk art paintings. how interesting is that?!

so why on earth is there a need for these 'split-crotch' jumpsuits? isn't the posterior the coldest part of your body? wouldn't the chances of the poor child catching a cold increase? (actually not sure about the last question) and my goodness, can you imagine a toddler running around with their private bits on display? aww, gee ..

well, that's some of the obvious disadvantages (that i could hastily come up with). so why is it such a common practice amongst the people in china? well, we all know how big the country is .. not to mention it's population!! statistics show that there are 1.2 billion people in china, and about 18 million babies born every year. china simply cannot afford disposable diapers. in this case money is not an issue, rather the environmental factor.

limited resources and landfill mean that china already recycles just about everything you can think of. so imagine 18 million babies multiply by 3 diaper changes per day! whoa momma, that would be impossible for them to handle, hence the idea of 'split-crotch' jumpsuits for babies and toddlers!

so considering all that, maybe it is a smart practice. after all, this practice saves money, saves the environment, and will have your child potty-trained at an earlier age!

=S

nybee:
yeah maybe ur just bored

angie:
it's probably just a phase i am going thru

- - -

jermaine:
you can't wait for life to hand you things on a silver platter

angie:
i know, but ..



*sigh*


Friday, August 25, 2006

daffodil day


joke of the week:

three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties.

the first man had married a woman from albania, and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning that needed to be done at their house. he said that it took a couple of days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were all washed and put away.

the second man had married a woman from korea. he bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. he told them that the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day was better. by the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done, and he had a huge dinner on the table.

the third man had married an australian girl. he boasted that he told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. he said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day most of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little out of his left eye.

gotta love them australian girls!


- - - - - -

came into work today only to receive such a pleasant surprise! toula (see last picture) bought me a bunch of daffodils as a little thank-you gift for my work yesterday =) i don't know why, but that was really sweet of her! after all, i was only doing my job.


the beautiful daffodils =)


you see, i was rostered on by myself all day yesterday and had a million things to get done (i.e. 10 huge bags of stock to security tag, hang, merchandise, not to mention serving customers etc.). whoa, usually toula does the merchandising every week but she and my manager and 2IC were away for the monthly managers meeting, so i was put in charge! oh my goodess, you may think merchandising is so damn easy, but let me tell you it is actually quite hard! you have all these garments with different styles, colours, patterns and fabric, and somehow you have to work it all in so each has its seperate 'story'. this is done by keeping colours in harmony and contrasting styles so it looks eye-catching, attractive and uncluttered.

merchandising by far was the (only) complex and stressful task of the day, but needless to say, i think i did rather quite okay! =) it took me 3 whole hours to complete - hey, don't forget i was by myself and had customers to attend to, but i finally made it! unfortunately i think i've strained or twisted my wrist in the process - trying to be superwoman by carrying too much stock =(

i'm so relieved that toula actually likes my merchandising! (toula is in charge of stock and merchandising). so much so that she's left everthing in it's place apart from two racks. that's awesome! *fingers crossed* she'll give it another week before she merchandises the floor again .. hehe merchandising is done twice a week =( i don't know how that woman does it, but she makes the floor look impeccable! it's called 'skills' =D



taylor, me and toula =)
*old pic: 6kgs later my face looks like a balloon and eyes look like slits*


aside from work, nothing exciting has been happening .. sorry for the boring entry! again you guys suck - for viewing my closed myspace blog more than this blog! strange people!

i think it's the rain, yeah i'll blame it on the rain, but i'm feeling quite miserable today. there's nothing to feel sad about, really. hmm, i'm so confused .. but there's nothing to be confused about. gee, so contradictory yet i describe myself as simple. lol, what a joke. anyways it's okay .. by tomorrow i will be fine.

xox

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

gameeee!

bored?

most definitely if you are here! i have a cool game my cousy kimmy passed onto me ..


go test your driving ability! (with your fingers..) it's so cool! if you can complete the 4 levels (it's only a demo version) within 25 minutes, you beat meee! quite fun, but once you end up completing it a few times it then gets a little monotonous.

oh, and i forgot to post up the answers to that quiz of mine lol *rolls eyes*. for those who actually took part and is interested, here they are:

1. false
2. false
3. false
4. true
5. false
6. true
7. false
8. false
9. false
10. false
11. true
12. true
13. false
14. big false
15. absolutely true!

i am such a doofus

for the past week i have been wondering why i haven't been getting any indication of my daily blog hits, when i know for certain people have been viewing it (including i, for editing purposes). i found it very strange indeed, until 10 minutes ago it just hit me! it finally occurred to me that due to my change of layout, all the manual formatting done had been automatically discarded when i had to republish my blog! ah durrrr angie! .. meh, no wonder!

but it's all okay now, i've reinstalled it and now life is grand! no, not really. i have a debate in the next 11 hours and i am all over the place! even though we only have 3 minutes each, for me - being the 3rd person and hence the rebutter, it will feel like the longest 3 minutes of my life! aiyoh, trying not to stress. 'cause stress means pimples. and pimples mean puss. and puss means needle. and needle means *in a sing-song voice* 'pop, goes the pimple!' (as opposed to 'pop goes the weasel', ya know? hehe .. whatever).

i shall be getting back to this debate of mine. after 1.30pm tomorrow, employment relations can go kiss my ass (at least until my next tute ..)


hope you sexified beasts and beastresses (not a real word obviously) are all well,

xox

Sunday, August 20, 2006

'an inconvenient truth'

'an inconvenient truth' is a documentary i desperately want to see. this documentary, presented by former american vice-president al gore, presents a startling wake-up call to politicians and citizens alike. we all know that global warming has always been a major issue, yet nobody (the politicians) has really made it a priority. hopefully, this documentary will change all that .. if not, we are all DOOMED!


[Excerpts from An Inconvenient Truth]:

If you look at the ten hottest years ever measured, they've all occurred in the last 14 years, and the hottest of all was 2005. Scientific consensus is that we are causing global warming.

This is Mt Kilimanjaro 30 years ago and last year. Within the decade there will be no more snows of Kilimanjaro.

This is really not a political issue so much as a moral issue. Temperature increases are taking place all over the world and that's causing stronger storms.

An Inconvenient Truth shows Al Gore presenting his show before an audience. Using startling pictures and scientific data, he delivers evidence of a warming Earth. Retreating glaciers are shown by way of old postcards. Glaciers in Switzerland, Peru, Argentina-everywhere really-now end hundreds of metres higher up than they did just a few decades ago. The pictures show it; glaciers are melting. Fast.

Graphs show the link between carbon dioxide and temperature. Gore paces up and down the stage, leading us through the last seven ice ages. The data, projected behind him, stretches back 650,000 years. Yes, there have been periods of warming in the past; they're indicated by little blips. When it comes to the present, the graph spikes upwards. In a most dramatic demonstration, Gore attempts to show the projections for the next 50 years. The graph runs up so high he can't reach it. The only way up is by riding a cantilevered platform. Up he goes, ten metres high, off the scale.

And we're feeling the heat today. Records are being broken all over the world. Ten of the hottest years on record were in the last 14. In 2003, heat in Europe killed 35,000 people. Typhoons are stronger and more frequent, powered by the warming ocean. Rainfall is changing. Lake Chad in Africa, once one of the largest lakes in the world, is almost dry. So what if the polar ice caps melt? Well, we'll get hotter even faster. The great expanses of ice act like a mirror reflecting 90% of incoming radiation. Replace ice by water and 90% of incoming radiation is absorbed.

In the forty years since the 70s, 40% of Arctic ice has melted. In under 70 years it will all be gone. And what about all this added fresh water in the North Atlantic? Well, things can change fast. And it's happened before. About 8,000 years ago, two vast freshwater lakes in central Canada burst and drained into the Hudson Straight, then into the North Atlantic. There was so much fresh water that water circulation in the North Atlantic stopped. Warm currents which normally travel north from the equator didn't arrive, and temperatures across Europe plummeted. This is the scenario in the film The Day After Tomorrow. Water melting from Arctic ice is thought to pose a similar threat.

At the other end of the globe we're taken on aerial swoops of Antarctic ice cliffs, 700 feet high, and they're falling away, crashing into the ocean. More photos show ice shelfs; there in the 70s, gone today. Powerful graphics show the devastation we can expect, as sea levels rise. Hundreds of millions of people, Gore says, will lose their land, especially in densely populated, low-lying Asian regions. We see how rising sea levels will affect the state of California. This goes some way to explaining the interest of the insurance industry in a warming planet.

And it all boils down to population pressure and how we treat the Earth. It took the whole history of human existence for the population to reach two billion back in the 1950s. Now it's grown to seven billion and will reach nine billion while many of those born in the 1950s are still alive. Two billion to nine billion in one lifetime. If nothing changes, there'll be even more carbon dioxide to come, spewed from the rear of cars, trucks, buses and planes, and from power stations burning coal to generate electricity. Gore says the technology exists to fix the problem. What's missing is political will. He equates the challenge ahead with other great victories from the past; the emancipation of slaves, equality for women, fascism in Europe, apartheid, the fight against smallpox, the nuclear arms race. All beaten. But will this be the challenge that beats us? There's a sense of melancholy. Early in the film Gore says he feels he's failed in getting the message across. He's been telling it for a long time.

Is it possible that we should prepare against other threats besides terrorists?

The Arctic is experiencing faster melting. If this were to go, sea level worldwide would go up 20 feet.

This is what would happen in Florida. Around Shanghai, home to 40 million people. The area around Calcutta, 60 million. Here's Manhattan; the World Trade Centre memorial would be under water. Think of the impact of a couple of hundred thousand refugees, and then imagine a hundred million.

We have to act together to solve this global crisis. Our ability to live is what is at stake.


scary, don't you think?! yet, nobody in power is taking it as serious as al gore. i wish he had won the u.s. election! sorry, but i think president bush is incapable and useless! we all know about the kyoto protocol - an international agreement by various countries to reduce the amount of carbon dioxide emissions - and we also know that the u.s. - the biggest emitter, is not a party - arguing that that the mandates will setback the u.s. economy. *sigh*, at this rate i think i should start planning my funeral! oh, but who is going to bury me if we are all dead?! =p

<'an inconvenient truth' will be released in cinemas nationwide on thursday 14th of september>

Friday, August 18, 2006

getting oooooold!

i have such a sore back at the moment. it is so damn sore! far out, i feel so old and worn out .. i accidentally tripped over a dumbell lying on my bedroom floor, and accidentally twisted my back in the process. great, isn't it?

in other interesting news, i finally decided to rip down the wallpaper in my bedroom (it has pictures of ships on it - SHIPS!), without my mums permission. knowing she'll run wild when she finds out, i told dad to keep my bedroom door closed tonight (whilst i was at work) to deter mum from passing by it and/or entering it. bah, she found out anyways .. lucky i wasn't there for her reaction. she was so dead-set against me peeling it off! turns out it was so easy to peel, the glue wasn't that adhesive considering it has been up there for like 20 or so years! only took 40 minutes to peel it all off myself. but at one point something creepy did happen. as i was peeling back one strip i found a red-blooded hand-print on my wall!! how scary is that! freaken scary i tell you! now where am i going to sleep tonight =(

just kidding, there was no such thing *thank goodness*. i would of peed my pants =(. it's gonna be a long night .. i have an assignment to finish off for tomorrow. did i mention i hate group assignments? bleh.

one more day until the weekend! too bad i am working both days =(

take care amigos, adios!

xox

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

daily dose of vanity

ny
am i seeing u tomo?

angie
yeps tmr night
can we plee .. plee .. plee go springgy golden leaf

ny
YES
i want the food

angie
like, i would go by myself
but i think it would be a bit embarassing .. just a bit lol

ny
yeah for sure
we'll gooo
hahaha
i miss the food

angie
yeah
food was nice
hey u know the soup and dessert they gave us
u reckon they give us that tmr too?
considering we are not in a group?

ny
haha nah u gotta be in a group
or just ask
they might be nice

angie
awwww
ok don't forget to wear low-cut top and your nicest smile ogay

ny
lol angie
wot theee

angie
they see your twins and anything goes!


feeling a tad vein today. just a tad. oooh i have a stitch, not good - ate way too much. anyways, i'm really bored at the moment and since there is nothing to do (i'm lying, there is a lot to do!), i thought 'whoa, great opportunity for me to talk about myself, hey?' so yah, just a moment of vanity if you don't mind. nothing much. just going to reinstate what you guys already know - that i am a fabulous garbage collector. lol jk. hehe lol just a bit high from the tofu i ate for dinner =( hehe.

well i'm not really going to talk about myself. more like reveal parts of me in the form of a quiz. ok, so for my friends out there .. here's a true/false quiz to see how well you know me. answers will be posted up in the next entry. if you get all the questions right, then i am proud of you! if not, what kinda friend are you?! hehe just kidding =)

1. my hair is dyed black
2. i am left-handed
3. i do not have any dimples
4. i have more than 6 freckles on my face
5. i like to go clubbing
6. i am interested in metaphysics
7. i suffer from an eating disorder
8. i have 6 fingers on one hand (bet you never noticed this)
9. i am 165cm tall
10. my star sign is aries
11. i am not bisexual
12. i am not malaysian
13. i am a compulsive farter
14. i don't eat alot
15. i am a living legend (answer this one carefully!)

good luck!
xox


Saturday, August 12, 2006

how do you spell 'bored'

it's saturday night. i am sitting here in front of this stupid monitor that keeps making hissing noises .. yes, hissing noises. of course, i could remedy this nuance by simply turning off my speakers. but nah, i choose not to. firstly, i cannot be bothered stretching my arm that far. secondly, i'd much rather save my energy for something more useful - like scooping up a spoonful of durian and shoving it into my gob. *burrps* hee hee. why do i feel a little whoozy, ooh i sense a little high coming on hehehe lol. =( think i might have tad a bit too much durian. the smells getting to my head.

argh, i did actually have plans for tonight but my date bailed out on me. esther couldn't make it and so she's left me on my lonesome. in the usual manner, i would be giving chez a call and we'd have probably gone out for dinner and maybe a movie. but no, while i am drowning my non-existant sorrows eating a bowl of durian, she is in india and probably eating delicious, authentic curry. no fair!

omg, even my own mother has more of a life than i do. right now she's at a barbie with her work mates celebrating .. nothingness. A BARBEQUE!! i want to have a BBQ! *fingers crossed* she'll be generous enough to bring back leftovers for her darling husband and her one and only, lovely, generous, beautiful, selfless, most kind-hearted daughter =D (hahaha i permit you to laugh).


ugh, hours have passed by and i still haven't managed to plan how i am going to approach my essay (due in 3 days time - i still have 1566487454221 pages of academic articles to read!).


woohoo! kimmy the lifesaver has come to my rescue! my couzy suggested a movie! awesome! i have two free tickets! double awesome! ah shiet, not valid for saturday nights .. nevertheless i am outttttt!!!

edit: nopes, its 8.45pm and dad's cracking it. not allowed to go. NOT ALLOWED TO GO!! no fairrrr ... asfmlasfkwafdsv!! so unfair.

re edit: aaaah mums back! she's letting me go! muahaha .. =D

Thursday, August 10, 2006

ya goofballs!

i don't understand you guys ..

why is it that i get far more visits on my msn space blog and my xanga blog when both have entries saying they have been shut down? ya nincompoops =p .. bookmark this one instead mah!


i know i often blog my conversations with tayo .. so here's another one. it's just that for some reason we always seem to have really funny conversations hehe ..

topic: breast enhacement
tayo
my teacher said if u eat chicken ur boobs will grow
the chicken thats pumped up with DRUGS woman

angie
where do i get drugged chicken man
lol

tayo
nando's chickens are piss weak
sif they got drugs in them
they sooo small

angie
wdf
i dunno
where df do u get drugged chicken

tayo
look for really nice plump chickens
CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN!

angie
yeah
"excuse me? i m looking for a chicken!!
NO BUT NOT ANY CHICKEN .. a chicken on drugs plz."


tayo
lol


wow, so there you have it! tayo's personal secret REVEALED TO THE WORLD! and that, my lady friends, is how you can achieve perfectly plump breasts! i would upload a picture i have of tayo's twins to show you what you can achieve by eating alot of drugified chickens, but i know she reads this blog .. bummer.

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

.. omfg *shaking*

omg, so currently it is 2.37am. i've been in bed since 12am but i kept tossing and turning and tossing and freaken turning and i just couldn't fall asleep! (isn't that so annoying?!!) 10 minutes ago i gave up and decided to get up out of bed and hop online to check my bank account (pay day today!). just as i was doing so, suddenly out of no-where i hear a freaken knock on the door! the front door! it really startled me! i jumped out of my seat and thought 'who the f*ck is knocking at my door at 2.30am?!'. for a mere few seconds (which seemed like forever) absurd thoughts came running into my head. for the asians out there, it is currently the festival for the hungry ghosts and it's been playing in my head for a few days now and so appropriately i thought it was a ghost or some kind of out-of-this-world thing! scared me shitless! i thought my sub-conscious thoughts had manifested into reality! at 2 freaken 30 in the morning!

then i thought it must be a police or something, like otherwise why would anyone knock on the door so late? must of accidentally got the wrong house? needed to use the loo while doing neighbourhood watch? i don't freaken know! and then, more realistically i jumped to the conclusion that it was some random low-life who wanted to rob us - while we were home! lol .. as lame as that sounds =(

ok i am rambling on. so i got really scared and didn't know what to do and kinda just froze. 'knock knock', there it goes again! finally after sufficient lag-time my brain decides to kicks in. i ran out of my study room and woke dad up! as i was nudging and shaking him to wake up, i think i ended up scaring him a little hehe .. 'cause we had a moment where he looked at me as if it was i who was out-of-this-world!

after he got up we both paused and stood in front of the window trying to peek to see who this maniac was. it was all dark and quiet for a few seconds - we assumed he had wondered off to find another house to terrorize but no, the monster knocked AGAIN. so dad opened up the blinds and tapped on the window and shouts "WHO DERE? WHO AH YOU? F*CK WHAT YOU WAN?!". as i peek through the blinds it turns out the freak is a wog boy holding a bottle of bacardi breezer. so i guess he must be drunk? nope, when he replied his voice was as sober as anything! he replies, "HI .. I JUST WANNA KNOW WHERE BI-LO IS?". what the freak? first of all, if he was a local which i am sure he is, he would know where it is! up the road a bit you master faggot! secondly, it is 2.30am in the morning so i think it might be like, CLOSED!! stupid wanker. dad then replies, "NO, NO BI-LO HERE! NO SHOP HERE! XI-TUPID! GO HOME!! GO HOME!!" <--- LOL dad is so funny but i shouldn't be laughing hehe.

so then after a few seconds, we see him walk away. *phewh* thank goodness. i tell you, that was REALLY SCARY. if i happened to be home alone when that happened i don't know what i'd do *cries*. imagine if i was foolosh enough to actually OPEN up that door? maybe just maybe, i wouldn't be alive to post this entry right now .. 'cause hello, he knew there were people home .. and my study-room light was on. thank goodness he knocked on the house door instead of my window. i would of really shitted my dacks!

ugh, it is really windy at the moment. my windows are squeaking and the security door (that metal thing before the main door) keeps banging 'cause the inconsiderate, low-life, bacardi-drinking maniac didn't close the door properly! now how on earth am i supposed to go to sleep?! faaaar out. i have to wake up in 5 hours *cries* .. going to be a zombie!

nitey, xox

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

*buurps* pardon me ..

(belated post: 2/08)

wha wha, ate so much this evening. i am bloated to the point of feeling sick. had dinner at 7pm, changed restaurants and had crepes for dessert. not too long after, we ordered a huge bowl of wedges. then shared ice-cream with tayo afterwards! all in a span of hmm, say 2 and a half hours?! jeepers, that's a lot of food. which explains why i walked around half the night with my jeans unbuttoned and slightly unzipped (had a long sweater on, cannot see lah!). point is, i think i need more self-control when it comes to devouring everything i see in sight. it would be smart of me to stop when i am full. but then, it is such a waste when food is not finished! *self tip: err, then don't order extra food angie!

meanwhile, here are some snaps i took of ny and her metrosexual boyfriend, tony ..

guess which is ny and which is tony .. hehe =D

ny and i got bored waiting for tayo to join us after she finished work, so we decided to make-up tony's face. hee hee hor hor, ny eyelined one of his eyes (bah, just had to wear ny's sunnies!), added that little 'christina aguilera' beauty spot and we touched his lips with shiny lipgloss (which you cannot see due to the poor quality of my phone's camera). what an obedient little boy he was =D


me and chezzie

she's leaving me. chez is leaving meeee! the selfish cow is going to india next week in the hope of finding herself a good husband who makes the world's best butter chicken and crispy papadums!! pfft, just forget about me liddat! (hehe hi tayo! nope, still in that phase!) hehe, just kidding. chez is only going back to her roots for three and a half weeks. still, that will be the longest time apart for the both of us, since .. a year or so?! for the past year we've successfully managed to make the time to see each other weekly, if not, fortnightly at the least! so it will be hard not having her around for thoese three or so weeks that she is gone!

wait, back up a little. chez doesn't even know this blog site exists! so stuff the suck-ups since she ain't reading this, and let's fire up the back-stabbing, eh?! hehe, joking again! (i know, not very funny!). she's pretty much like my boyfriend (minus all the lovely dovey stuff ofcourse!). we see each other, we argue, eat out together, we argue, plan to try new things, we argue, she cooks for me, we argue, have plenty of heart-to-heart conversations, we argue, constantly critisize each other's driving ability, oh and did i mention we argue?! by that i don't mean serious arguements. i am referring to those daily petty arguements you might have with your significant other over everything and anything JUST BECAUSE you are so damn comfortable in each others' presence that you just don't give a donkey's arse.

chez: you know bubs, we act so much like a normal couple that it's freaky.

angie: yeah i know huh.. if i was a guy and we were in a relationship, i think it would be short-lived. you'd get on my nerves waaay too much! you are lucky i have such high-tolerance.

chez: yeah right! if we were in a relationship i'd have dumped you by now!

angie: pfft, if i was a guy, i would NEVER have gotten into a relationship with you in the first place!

chez: shut-up fool, food's here let's eat!

going to miss her terribly when she's goneeeee! boo hoo .. *sulks*

i have moved again!

yes, i've decided to move my blog for the second time this month *hee hee*. i was actually contemplating on moving back to msn myspace (from my brief experience of xanga) only to find that it has been taken over by windows. so now it is called 'spaces.live.com'. to be honest, i prefer the old version .. they said it would be a 'smooth and seamfree' transition from msn to windows, but it isn't! now i don't even get notified of updated blogs, nor can i access my blog from the click of my contact card!

as for xanga, i don't know what it is about it but i just didn't really like it. maybe it was the layout? or .. the stupid rss feed that kept bogging up my feedback log hehe. anyway, considering i have posted up a few entries in xanga, i think i'll just copy them to here.

well, let's consider this a new start to my epic journey. haha no, not really.


take care chickens,
love angie xox